sorry I hadnt responded back here, but I thought I had bookmarked this website and I lost it, but I stumbled across it tonight and wanted to say Thanks to everyone who tried to help me on here. It was very generous and kind. I did finally find a doctor, who has been awesome to me. I had a horrible experience with one doctor here who refused to even look at my records and the medication I was on. I would love to blast his name on here, but I'll take the higher road at the moment, but I wouldnt wish that doctor on my worst enemy. The doc I found is here in Bucerias and actually was more or less walking distance from the place I am renting, so it was an awesome blessing. Pain meds are very different here than the states and the ones that I was on in the states are completely illegal here. Its crazy to me and I dont understand it, but it makes me feel really sorry for those struggling with a lot of pain issues here. But anyways, and in spite of all the good news about the doc, my wife left me 2 days ago and headed back to the states, so I am needless to say devastated about that. Its been a rough time so I guess now I am back on here, since you guys seem to be a tight group if you guys have any get togethers or have anything coming up that I could invite myself too, if its not too much of an imposition

I don't know anyone here and I'm just kinda throwing myself out there. I am kind of a shy person until you get to know me, so its really hard for me to just go meet people out and about. Ive been through a lot in my life, so I guess I just need some kind of secure feeling of trust when Im meeting people. It makes it a lot easier I guess to hide behind a screen and say it. Anyways hope all have a good night and thanks again for your help and listening to my rant.